message archive random
last.fm delicious

I'm a Computer Science student at Brown University.
I'm obsessive. I like things that will keep me occupied for hours, days, months, years.
There are a lot of things I want to do in life, but the amount of tasks at hand is so overwhelming that sometimes, I become paralyzed. I do what I can but the list only gets bigger, never smaller.
It gets discouraging, but it's worth it.

This tumblr is where I collect the things that keep me awake at night.

theme
王兰
things I need to do over winter break

It’s almost 2 A.M. There’s an essay I need to write by tomorrow. But my mind is stuck in the future. I like literature, but I don’t think I can take another lit class at Brown again. There’s something about analyzing literature that seems a bit…reductive. I don’t like that. Anyway, I digress:

  • Learn Java
  • Learn C++???
  • Learn Maya
  • Read a lot. Top of to-read list: House of Leaves, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World, House of Spirits, Anathem, Dune, The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay, The Brief and Wonderous Life of Oscar Wao
  • Do more art. I don’t know why I still bother putting this on lists because it never happens.
  • Think less about the future.
  • Sleep a lot.
  • Don’t spend a shit ton of money
  • Look for internships.
  • Figure out life (or at least next semester).
  • Exercise. (lol. I can dream, right?)

In other news, I’m in the process of filling out my concentration declaration for Art History and CS. :D Which I probably won’t complete until the deadline near the end of next semester, but whatever.